The sun's been down, now it's back again and the birds never shut the fuck up and some moron's been smoking close to the ventilation cause an hour ago my entire room smelled of cigarett smoke while my back hurts and my hands are cold, my feet are freezing.
I'm so tired. So so tired and for the love of all I find dear and even things I just momentarily feel affectionate towards, I can't figure out why I can't fall a sleep.